Love is so special to feel and it comes in so many ways but i know what i feel right now is very special and i hope it can sustain.

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this is what ive been listening to.

I guess its because, i keep thinking of her.
I know shes not gone, but its like she is.
our freindship was 100 percent  of everything to me .
I want to talk to her , so much everyday,
but i cant even make her smile any more,
I would have and will do anything to make things like they were in the very begining.
she always said I would just go out and be with someone else but thats not true.
Ive been waiting and still will.I still have my ring on.
I think of you everyday  all day long,  hopening your all right .
I care so very much , maybe I messed up but im always willing to learn and make a change.
All my life I looked for you, and found you finaly and didnt even know  it was the right thing , Im so stupid and I will never be the same.
but my love for you is still as strong as in the begining. " pke my belly"
just have to step back and look at what realy is important, to ones life.
you made me smile so f#%C*King much everyday,
everymorning, every afternoon,every week end, All day every day.
Im just a stupid shit.
Sorry! I love you always. I love you and miss you MEO